Do you ever feel like all it would take is one more thing to push you over the edge to... whatever is over the edge? Nothing personal, but I certainly hope so. I'm desperately hoping it isn't just me.
Objectively, I know I've got a pretty sweet deal. I mean, I have a job that pays enough, embarrassingly cheap medical insurance, a car that runs and is paid for, and good people around me. Hell, I even have an extra house! I have it about a go-billion times easier than millions of other people.
But that long list of blessings doesn't seem to counteract the pressure of all those things. You know, things I have to do, things I need to do, things I should do, and even a few things I'd like to do, most of which have already been jettisoned over the side as ballast.
A surfeit of things + A dearth of mental energy = Pressure, mostly internal.
So, anyone seen a relief valve around here anywhere? I knew I should'a read the fucking manual.
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About once a week I threaten to run away from home- and I'm old! If its any help, I have a sweet life too, and I STILL want to run away- often :)
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